How can I be…me?!
I’m trying to not do something. Not that it would be bad to do it. Actually, I don’t know if it would be bad or not. I just can’t seem to make up my mind regarding that. So I’ve tried to avoid it altogether. But by avoiding it, I mean that I haven’t done it-not that I haven’t thought about it. So yes, I think about it so many times each day. Lekin woh kaam kiye bagair chain nahin milta. I actually feel good after I’ve indulged myself. So I don’t know if I should do it or not. I don’t know if avoiding it is the answer, especially considering that it makes me feel good. But then I don’t want to do it unless I can do it, like regularly. & that is the trouble. I don’t know if I can or not. Why can’t I be like others who don’t think so much?But then, if I’d be like them, I wouldn’t be me?
