How can I be…me?!
I’m trying to not do something. Not that it would be bad to do it. Actually, I don’t know if it would be bad or not. I just can’t seem to make up my mind regarding that. So I’ve tried to avoid it altogether. But by avoiding it, I mean that I haven’t done it-not that I haven’t thought about it. So yes, I think about it so many times each day. Lekin woh kaam kiye bagair chain nahin milta. I actually feel good after I’ve indulged myself. So I don’t know if I should do it or not. I don’t know if avoiding it is the answer, especially considering that it makes me feel good. But then I don’t want to do it unless I can do it, like regularly. & that is the trouble. I don’t know if I can or not. Why can’t I be like others who don’t think so much?But then, if I’d be like them, I wouldn’t be me?
These kinda posts leave a whole spectrum of possibilities… so let me take a guess: Are you trying to watch your weight by NOT eating ice-cream? :O
Comment by Mariam — May 9, 2006 @ 9:43 pm
you confuse me
Comment by Haiqa — May 9, 2006 @ 11:35 pm
Mariam : LOL!loved your analysis!atleast you didn’t think that I might be referring to a drug problem…!lol!(coz that’s vot I woulda thought,lol)
Haiqa : But I cannot be any more specific….
Comment by Mohammad Saeed — May 10, 2006 @ 1:09 am
Well you said in the beginning that it prolly wasn’t a bad thing
But I guess I need to broaden my imagination 
Comment by Mariam — May 10, 2006 @ 2:23 am
convert, indeed!
Comment by zaza — May 10, 2006 @ 8:14 am
larkee
??
shaadi???
naukri??
or running away??
or thinking of starting preparation for upcoming finals
waisay u r ghaib on msn too :O
Comment by Saadie — May 10, 2006 @ 12:04 pm
yes, don’t be anyone but yourself, my friend.
Comment by Hibah. — May 10, 2006 @ 10:40 pm
hehehe. secrets?!? where have you been, though?
Comment by Hira — May 13, 2006 @ 9:59 am