Whatever may come…

I think I’m going mad.
I was just having a convo with a friend- i’d told him about a tax agent coz he asked me how todo his tax returns etc. & look how he ended the conversation:
fuck off
dont think u did me a favor
i dont need your services
ive had enough of your fucking nonsense and fucking wierd mood swings
thank god cuz u are leaving cuz i dont ever wan2 see ur ass again
im out and never gona talk back to u

just after that, flatmate enters my room, tells me that I have to go along tomoro morning to help put up flatmate-wanted notices around, & ends his part with an unusually stern (u shuda seen his expression) jaldi uth jaana.

What I don’t understand is, why are these people going off on me like that, when it is I who has justifiable reason to go off on them. But no, I don’t say/do anything, they go off on me like that!

So, I’ve finished my masters. Got the grades, & was relieved that I made it thru, was actually scared about making it thru, for the first time ever. But Alhumdulillah, I’m thru with it.

But I know exactly how you feel. I felt
exactly the same as you now. I guess it comes from not being ambitious
enough. Or not being clear on how much has been achieved and how much is yet
to be done. And not knowing how much we are capable of. Coz one gets excited
when one knows he has ‘done’ something ..like taking a step/ achieving…
does it sound like rambling or does it make sense. But dont worry just enjoy
your time there …lifes short and so much to be done…now more than ever I
guess..

I guess I’ll just never learn- to not trust weather forecasts. All these days, I’d check the forecasts every day/night, & they’d said that it would rain friday thru monday. Well, it rained yesterday. But it didn’t rain today. Even lastnight, the forecasts still predicted cloudy weather, so I didn’t plan on going to the places I wanted to. & I slept in. Only to wake up late & see clear (well, almost) skies. So at 1 in the noon, I ran out the door.

Took some picks of the scattered-cloudy sky.

Did some church-hopping. Had to take fotos of some churches around the city. (notice the sky in the background).

& this was what the sky looked like around sunset.