Low battery.
So I’ve spent 5 years living away from home. Not at a stretch, but still. You’d think those 5 years would’ve made me independant. I-don’t-need-no-one independant. But I don’t think I’m that independant. Maybe I can live on my own. Sure, I can vacuum the appartment. Even sweep/mop the place. Clean the toilet. Cook for myself. Do laundry (by hand even). Go away to live in a whole new continent where I have no one of my own. Get a job, pay my bills. Distinguish between right & wrong. Do my taxes. Weigh my options & decide what I want most. Defend myself in court. Realise where I went wrong… Etc etc.
But right now, I think it really is time to head back home. I’m not in a deplorable state right now. I could survive. But I don’t want mere survival. I want more than that. & for that, I think I need to go back to my family. My batteries are low on power. I need to recharge.
talk to ur mom or sis or M that will recharge u
Comment by ush — July 15, 2006 @ 7:22 am